Nid u by my side..

Canot c u everynite = loneliness every nite

Canot with u everyday = no soul in me..

Cant believe that u r moving away n less appearance in my life..

3 weeks is like 3 months i din get 2 c u.. missing u alot..

cant believe that 2mrw u r going bc 2 ur mum hs.. n i cant hang out wif u 4 1 week..

to me is like 1 month.. u r my vaccine to my missing virus.. m=counting down the date of seeing u makes me nervous.. bt y u say that if monday no class u wont b coming to school.. don u wish 2 c me alot? my heart juz sank when u say tat..

Mayb u r use to it tat im not by ur side anymore.. u got no probs that need me thr to heal u anymore.. tats y u r pushing me away.. giving me reasons of spending more time wif frens.. u r now more important to me.. it hurts whenever u r pushing me away don wan me to join u hanging out wif ur frens.. last time u r delight 2 have me by ur side n at the same time can hang out wif frens.. bt now u wan me less exist when hanging out wif ur frens.. izit just me or izit u 2..

y cant things get better.. its worst enough already tat u nid 2 move out from hostel, n den u told u r going to move to gk next month.. n u pushing me away for time reason..now.. u r moving bc 2 ur mum house.. i cant get 2 c u at all.. im already guilt that for all this trouble.. i cant get 2 b by ur side to talk wif u n heal u ..

mayb my job as ur angel is done.. n u don need me anymore n its time 4 me to leave u.. bt i don wanna leave u.. my love 2 u has grow deeper that i thought it would be.. bt ur love 2 me mayb has bcom shallow n shallower.. y is this happening.. r we not meant 2 be 2gether?? i tot we were on the day our love grew stronger.. bt now... im really speechless to say..

my heart juz hurts thinking of cant spending more time wif u n now u dun allow me 2 samore..

my heart juz sank like the titanic deep in the ocean like my heart deep in the blood whr it cant be seen no more..

my heart has once broken so many times n so many cracks n scars.. big ones.. small ones.. n even severe.. n i stick it bc although it is not perfect.. with plasters n tapes all over it.. bt i guess it wil be throw to the floor to b break again.. n tis time i dun guarantee that i would b able to fix it bac again.. mayb i will give up n dun wan to fix it again n again..

i left a great guy that i ever noe although its not perfect in physical bt perfect in mentally.. i left him for u.. bt u.. haih.. i tot u wil prove 2 me tat my decision is right 4 choosing u .. i juz hate guys tat give up esily juz bcoz tat they cant make it without fixing it.. cowards..

i rmb tat i once write 'wherever we go even though we are not in the same place, our heart stil remains together, under the same sky, under the same moon, we always be togther.. I LOVE U'