Me n My KeCi KoNar

Friendship shall not be lost..

2010-11-02T13:30:00.003+08:00

As I'm going trough my fb, I saw what my friends post on different occasions they organize but I'm not involve. This feeling felt like a stone sink so deep in my heart...

All of a sudden, I misses my friends.. My secondary school friends and college friends. I have such a long friend list but I feel so alone. I didn't meet them for a long time especially for secondary school friends. Hmm.... Just feeling moody and emo..

I'll be moving soon to a new house and still wondering whether I wanna invite them for house warming.. This has exclude my colleagues and college friends.. Could it because of I didn't keep in touch with them? Is like there is a border now.. I'm busy with my life now. Job, bf, hamster, cat, family and ??? friends are missing in my life... My close friends.. My gangs.. My memories with them seem to be poping out in my mind.. The laughters, the fun we used to have during our school days..
I miss them alot..

Cats Like McD too!!

2010-10-29T18:16:00.008+08:00

Cats like the sound of the paper bag actually... It is a fun thing for them as they are curious of where the sound came from but actually it was from their own movement.

You can get the paper bag from grocery or McD where they will give if u call McDelivery.
Just left the paper bag on the floor, the cats will go near the paper bags themselves due to their natural curiousity. When they're inside the bag, try pocking the bag with your finger and they will give a funny respond that will make you laugh. Never let them know that you're the one that have been kacau-ing them or else , you'll kena from them back.

Here's my cat in the paper bag.. At the end of the day, the paper bag kena molest kau kau till berkecai-kecai already.

MiMi
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so sneaky

That was his paw coming out from the hole.

I guess he has a fun time playing with the paper bag.

New News!!

2010-10-29T14:25:00.002+08:00

Wow... It has been ages since I last updated this blog.. Well, I'm a college graduated now and I'm already working in a design company name Ink Studio.. Tonight will be our gathering dinner at Sunway Hotpot Restaurant which we are still doubting about the hygiene of the food after we read other people's blog that critics the food are not nice and badly consequences after eaten.

I'll post up my comment after eaten at that restaurant and we'll see whether the 'people' blog is true or not.

Oh ya... My bf and I adopted two new roborovski hamster which was actually 2 months ago. They are so cute.

Introducing...... (drum roll please):

Kung Hu Mee & Hokkien Mee

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Sweet... (Kung Hu Mee : come.. kiss kiss...)

(Kung Hu Mee : Ahhh... Relaxing...)

Zzzzz.... Zzzzz... (dozed off already)

Huh???

Cute couple

The male named Kung Fu Mee (which the name my colleague laughs at) and the female named Hokkien Mee (same reaction and they ask why not named it Wan Tan Mee )

MY 2ND JOB AS HOTLINK PROMOTER

2009-07-27T19:52:00.000+08:00

so tired.. coz today work as hotlink promoter.. bt kinda fun though.. haha^^ can make new frens.. hm.. let me think.. emm.. thr is chin fung, virus, yuki, , rainbow, mei hui, jane and jeffrey.. they all very funny too.. haha^^ kinda happy working wif them..

2day i work 4 2 hours nia.. in this 2 hour i get to sell the pack to 7 customers.. so my commission is RM7 nia.. T.T which means 2day i get RM17 including the 1 hour=RM5..

next time i'll post the pics of my new frens.. hee..

SUMMARIZE OF THE WEEK

2009-07-25T16:30:00.000+08:00

well.. alot happen lately n kinda busy.. so i'll just summarize this whole week stuff..

Thurs (23/7/09):

everyone rushing their webbie assignment.. well me 2.. i teach ys, ms, by and bie how to use dreamweaver to create html website.. they progress alot bt i dint coz every break time, they bring their lappie to do bt i din own 1 lappie n tats not a gud thing as i cant do my assignment at home.. coz in need of software.. haih..T.T sometimes i feel like really nid a laptop.

so they come my room n do together so if they got face any prob i'll be thr to solve it.. oso is a good thing that wat they face i oso wil face so it wil save my time when i do myself.. n thus da day b4 the presentation o0so is da same day bt dawn.. i spend whole night until 5am din sleep to do the webbie n wake up at 8.30am to help bie do his.. waw.. kinda tired man.. sleepy

den at nite samore go out to clb biyi b'day at little tree at gk.. very siao man.. i samore skip 5pm eng class to go bc n sleep.. coz i thought nid to be ready by 8pm.. so i slept for half hour nia.. n wake up again at 7pm to make up nice nice.. mana tau they say is b4 10pm.. n i din eat anything so i faster grab some bun n eat.. whew.. if not den i nid to spend more money on food at little tree le. den ronnie come n pick up me up wif taxi at around 10.30pm so u can i

magine how long i waited.. bt thx to him he pay the taxi fees.. thx ronnie

so we reach at little tree n met up wif biyi.. haihz.. all the surpise plan already ruined by the waiter le.. lol.. ms told we r suppose to say we go yam cha wif biyi nia 1 den surprise her tat we actually come to clb her b'day.. mana tau da waiter ask biyi samore when they 1st arrive at little tree dat u all come to clb som1 bday rite.. wahsei.. we all terus wan pengsan man.. ruin liao.. den nvm.. den we next, we wan surprise her wif the part singer thr tat she kinda crush him on.. we plan tat at 11.55pm call tat guy sing a song den suddenly chg to bday song n walk towards her den da bday cake come out 1.. another plan ruined le.. is oso the waiter tat ruin it.. haih! wat happened was after biyi come out from toilet, the waiter suddenlyhold the cake com out bhind her n tat time was just 11.50pm.. oso haven 12am yet.. yo.. we all feel so frustrated n zadao bt nvm la as long as biyi happy den can le.. haha.. here's some of the pic..

see da b'day girl so happy.. haha^^

ppl who go 1..

biyi n her crush.. we purposely take this pic 1.. haha..

the present i give her from me n bie

see mesha n biyi sing until so into the song.. haha^^

Friday (25/7/09):

emm.. went to hotlink promoter interview.. noe some new frens thr.. mei hui, rainbow, alicia, jeffrey n jane.. bt only me, mei hui, rainbow, jeffrey n jane n other 2 guys n other 2 gals got selected ( din make frens wif them yet) well woohoo 4 me coz i get da job.. well.. 1st the interviewers call us to form 4 person in a group so dat they can shorten the interview time.. so they ask us 4 question, introduce urself > wat do u know bout hotlink> how do u persuade ppl to use hotlink, introduce ppl wif hotlink new student plan..

well 4 me, i go interview alone without frens n other ppl that go thr have gangs.. bt luckily i met wif rainbow gang so i sit wif them.. not really much ppl go 4 interview.. n no leng chai's.. haiya.. naughty me.. haha^^ i take this job coz this would be my 2nd job in my life actually.. n it would b interesting n new experience coz i din bcom a promoter b4.. try my luck out 4 commision.. nid to push my courage n charisma higher le 4 tis job.. so now i haven get my shift time yet.. n hopefully my shift time partner is rainbow them ler..

i miss out my bie driving coz he say wan fetch me bc 2 hostel.. bt i my interview took too long n he nid to go bc n fetch his mom bc from work.. too bad le i cant sit.. mayb on monday kua.. hee^^ love my bie very much

and then at nite, my mom com fetch me bc home n go have dinner at niji sushi restaurant wif my dad n sis too.. so coincidence i met my ex-glorykids children thr.. ming ern n her younger sis.. wa.. ming ern hair long liao not boy cut liao.. at 1st i saw their mon look so familiar 1.. den i saw her kids n im like 'oi?' my ex-work place kids.. haha. bt den i dont think they remember me lo.. haha.. nvm.

Sat (26/7/09):

this morning go jogging at desa parcity wif my sis n my mom.. nice environment except 4 da haze(ruin the fresh air).. the buidings da view so breathtaking.. run 2 round tired le.. den spot 2 gals wif a guy n a puppy.. wear so nice n sexy.. im like wat r the doing la so early in the morning wear so nice.. rupanya is take pic.. mayb 4 assignment photography.. so pai zhi lor.. da photographer don noe how to take 1.. take the photo of the model facing the sun.. lol.. lighting la uncle.. then lagi pai zhi 1 is da model's posing.. hugging da lamp post.. i wanted to burst to laughter man.. lol.. don noe how to take 1.. don spoil da image of DSLR la..

i tot wat leng lui la.. when c closer ma normal common face lor juz wif make up nia ma.. bt their body nice la.. kinda admire n envy their body shape.. too bad i cant reach thr yet.. still like a bamboo.. im working hard now k.. mux gambatte more.

well tats it 4 my summarize.. kinda long huh.. like writting essay.. hehe..

WAT A DAY...

2009-07-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

i think must write 2mrw le.. too many stuff.. n im kinda sleepy now n da stupid mosquito keep 'teng teng' me.. gudnite lu..

LOL.. WAT A PRE-PRESENTATION.. N CLUELESS O.o

2009-07-18T00:03:00.000+08:00

i already expected that we will get 15 out of 20 marks.. bt i don expect that our concept n idea is 3 out of 5 marks.. my mind went blank.. don noe wat 2 improve on.. headache ah.. nid to use my brain power again.. n brainstorming wif my group members again.. mayb our functionality 2 common n not impressive except 4 da design.. bt beryl's choc theme is classic, gold n red.. what 2 think of 2 suit.. bsides castle 2 represent classic.. n fun for the short mini game.. haih.. after c others i feel like haih.. no idea liao.. nid to go expose more.. sien ah..

samore so many assignment dateline so close.. webbie 1 lagi teruk.. don noe wat to do.. if we only use flash 2 do da website den i no prob.. bt use dreamweaver do.. im clueless.. ms teng only teach us how to cut the pics 4 easier n faster download.. din teach how to link.. nid to go find youtube again.. i think youtube is more to my personal tutor den college 1.. interface design lagi teruk.. not nid to say.. din teach us how to do.. must rely on other subject lecturer's tutorial n apply bc to interface dsign.. lol.. sound so funny.. instead of own subject lecturer who teach it..

clueless O.o

UNHYGIENE RESTAURANT/KOPITIAM

2009-07-12T01:19:00.000+08:00

wat a sohai kopitiam man.. order drink oso so long.. food come liao haven order drink yet..

da shop oso not very big.. nid so many ppl serve beverage..

da waiter walk here n thr bt din saw us.. as thou we r invi 1.. kns..

samore the table not yet clear.. wahsei.. make me feel like wan terbalik the table.. make me so pissed!!

more worst 1 is da food i order 1 'chicken drumstick mee suah' da chopstick is so unhygiene!!

can obviously c da chopstick got oil cover on it n don noe wat kind of 'chap' izit.. yerr... nid me to clean myself wif tissue.. yuck!! make me feel unappetite..

should go report kesihatan ppl man.. my mum say alot ppl they cant keep up 2 wash cleanly.. lol.. system so zha.. yish..

New layout..

2009-07-11T15:38:00.000+08:00

so cacat la the layout bt is very nice la..

the size of the post title canot be adjust 1..

at the setting thr i try put larger bt no difference 1..

yish.. samore the post muz put larger words..

example:

normal 1: me..me...me..

larger 1: me..me...me..

c da difference ma??

My 1st tight n straight cut jeans..

2009-07-10T14:37:00.000+08:00

bought it at romp.. luckily it fits me.. bt stil got some little extra room.. haha..

cost rm79.90.. bt my bie pay half 4 me..

weird 1 is only this singlet wont make luk skinny.. i try on wif alot of type of tops bt in the end only this can suit wif my jeans..

Talent time nite 09 pics.. as promise..

2009-07-10T14:07:00.001+08:00

me n my bie.. cant get too much shots.. coz he is hurrying bc home. so i faster take a shot wif him.. n my frens all fly liao..

Talent time nite 2009: lol.. my own tt nite at 08 din go bt go junior's 1..

1st anniversary.. ^^

2009-07-08T23:43:00.001+08:00

well yesterday is a special day 4 me n my bf.. hee..

n i don even realize is already 7 of july.. coz busy assignment until i din c date bt c week wat nia.. den at 1st we already wan go ts den mybie ajak our gang fren go oso.. bt they say they don wan kacau us n i juz thought tat they juz say tat coz they really don wan kacau us bt rupanya don wan kacau our anniversary

i really don noe yesterday is our anniversary until 1 of my guy fren dat time at mcD ask me when is our anniversary.. den i ma say la 7 july.. den he ask my other fren wat my bf plan, in front of us n my other fren.. den im like ha?? den i faster go c my hp date really is 7 july.. im like oh shit!! i din buy anything 4 my bie

den my bie say him(my blur fren):oi!! u ruin d surprise liao la...

haha.. my bie actually wan surprise me 1.. bt nvm la at least i noe his sincere heart den can d la..

so after his plan ruin, he stil take me to pavillion(my fav place) n go watch movie (ice age 3) which so freaking funny.. my bie n i love d helium talking part.. hahaxD so funny.. samore do da chipmunk dance

my frens them oso got go, we follow their car go.. bt they go watch blood mv n me n my bie go watch ice age 3.. b4 we enter d hall, my jeans keep dropping so my bie buy me a nice black color belt at soda shop which cost rm39.90!! wah

bt it fits me well.. one thing unpleasant during d mv is while i ate d popcorn.. it accidentally masuk 2 my bc tooth which cause me 2 feel uncomtable.. haih T.T

den after watch mv.. my frens them went bc liao.. leave me n my bie den we go jalan jalan at ts.. n we go eat dinner at sushi king.. which cost my bie rm56.. bt taste nice ah.. both of us like da chukaa kuraage (spicy slice jelly fish) den after dat we go jalan jalan 4 awhile n i go buy da good quality glue 4 fake eyelashes bt don noe gud anot coz haven try yet.. den later on we go bc le

wat nice day except 4 da popcorn stuck in my tooth n broke my heels when at my fren's hs b4 going pavillion.. bie.. u really look yeng n charming in tat outfit of urs.. n da way u treat me whole day is like as though im ur precious thing in ur life make me feel so wanted n happy n thanks to lord 4 letting me 2 hav u.. thanks alot 4 wat u r trying 2 plan eventhough ruin by our fren bt i appreciate it of wat u wan to do.. i love u alot bie!! muackxx!!

i feel so guilty coz din prepare anything 4 u.. haih.. i think i should do sth bout it.. ^^hee

DeLaY le..

2009-07-06T18:31:00.000+08:00

sowie sowie.. din write.. coz my sis book the line whole day.. if she din use oso.. i nid to tkae care my cat.. hee^^
emm.. lately juz finish the hectic typography work.. now rushing the interactive website on screen n interface messenger..
very gila la.. we learn so little n call us do big project which might be not a big deal to those pros.. bt we definely NOT!!
but at least we stil some lecturer which willing to teach us when we ask how to do.. haha.. c i din talk bhind u (if u saw this mr.a) haha!! gotcha!!..
wat a dangerous place to say bad things about ppl here.. even though is blog.. somehow written diary r more safe..
emm.. wow.. this sem really me make learn alot of new stuff.. except 4 i.d..
which i only learn how to create 2 buttons through out this 7 weeks.. lol...=.=lll

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TT nite 2009: okey okey nia la.. i thought wat something special.. only da mc talk time is really funny la.. emm.. singign the 2nd gal n 2nd guy sing really impressive la.. im really impress of dat.. i'll upload the pics later..
dancing, ma like dat lo.. nth special.. always is break dance, locking, new jazz which is the butt cramping n stick ice cream action as usual.. dancing wif story going on.. nth new n special..
even though im not very pro.. bt honestly 2 say abit kinda boring.. no water.. no food.. samore only can go out during mc time.. like penjara.. bt better penjara coz got aircond.. n leng zhai.. haha^^

make me so freaking hungry.. which i last ate is 1pm.. at da event started at 5pm-10pm.. dinner pun kena delay jadi supper.. 0.o hate being in hunger n gastric condition.. juz drive me nuts n boil my blood man...
make so tired.. after bath terus slp liao.. zzZZZ
oh ya.. i did snap some few pics of the auntie auntie dancing at the park.. n video too.. haha.. later upload..

-peace-

Open an old page..

2009-07-04T01:53:00.000+08:00

Lol.. 4 da title on top..
very long din update my blog liao.. coz da line at hostel so freaking CACAT!!! somtimes can on sometimes not..
very sleepy now.. look at time.. 1:54m liao.. =.=

later at 6am samore nid to wake up n go jogging n c those auntie auntie dance n shake their ass.. hahaXD!! Line dance = auntie dance.. so freaking funny when u saw them dance.. not to say disciminate them bt i really canot tahan when c they dance.. i almost burst to laughter man! the way the shake their body n as.. wahsei.. most popular n FREE LIVE SHOW = menjalara park at dawn 6-8am..
kla.. later after jogging finish liao > bath liao > nap 4 awhile liao > wake n cari makan liao > den only write more detail 1.. hehe^^

kla.. peace..

zzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZ read wat samore?? i wna go slp liao la.. wat im writing now is my unconscious mind.. i wrote blog in dream.. geng leh.. high tech 1..

-peace-

love tis poem..

2009-05-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

Nid u by my side..

2009-05-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

Canot c u everynite = loneliness every nite

Canot with u everyday = no soul in me..

Cant believe that u r moving away n less appearance in my life..

3 weeks is like 3 months i din get 2 c u.. missing u alot..

cant believe that 2mrw u r going bc 2 ur mum hs.. n i cant hang out wif u 4 1 week..

to me is like 1 month.. u r my vaccine to my missing virus.. m=counting down the date of seeing u makes me nervous.. bt y u say that if monday no class u wont b coming to school.. don u wish 2 c me alot? my heart juz sank when u say tat..

Mayb u r use to it tat im not by ur side anymore.. u got no probs that need me thr to heal u anymore.. tats y u r pushing me away.. giving me reasons of spending more time wif frens.. u r now more important to me.. it hurts whenever u r pushing me away don wan me to join u hanging out wif ur frens.. last time u r delight 2 have me by ur side n at the same time can hang out wif frens.. bt now u wan me less exist when hanging out wif ur frens.. izit just me or izit u 2..

y cant things get better.. its worst enough already tat u nid 2 move out from hostel, n den u told u r going to move to gk next month.. n u pushing me away for time reason..now.. u r moving bc 2 ur mum house.. i cant get 2 c u at all.. im already guilt that for all this trouble.. i cant get 2 b by ur side to talk wif u n heal u ..

mayb my job as ur angel is done.. n u don need me anymore n its time 4 me to leave u.. bt i don wanna leave u.. my love 2 u has grow deeper that i thought it would be.. bt ur love 2 me mayb has bcom shallow n shallower.. y is this happening.. r we not meant 2 be 2gether?? i tot we were on the day our love grew stronger.. bt now... im really speechless to say..

my heart juz hurts thinking of cant spending more time wif u n now u dun allow me 2 samore..

my heart juz sank like the titanic deep in the ocean like my heart deep in the blood whr it cant be seen no more..

my heart has once broken so many times n so many cracks n scars.. big ones.. small ones.. n even severe.. n i stick it bc although it is not perfect.. with plasters n tapes all over it.. bt i guess it wil be throw to the floor to b break again.. n tis time i dun guarantee that i would b able to fix it bac again.. mayb i will give up n dun wan to fix it again n again..

i left a great guy that i ever noe although its not perfect in physical bt perfect in mentally.. i left him for u.. bt u.. haih.. i tot u wil prove 2 me tat my decision is right 4 choosing u .. i juz hate guys tat give up esily juz bcoz tat they cant make it without fixing it.. cowards..

i rmb tat i once write 'wherever we go even though we are not in the same place, our heart stil remains together, under the same sky, under the same moon, we always be togther.. I LOVE U'

Driving me insane juz thinking bout u..

2009-05-11T19:35:00.001+08:00

y cant u juz contact or find a way to let me noe dat if ur hp credit low..

leaving me worry n waiting 4 ur msg all day long..

recently don noe wat u r doing.. ask u question say me fan...

i say sorry im so fan 2 u, u say dat u din say dat..

i noe u r stress bout things happen lately.. i don blame u bt im stil hurt of wat u have say..

u say i've changed always ask u silly question bt the 1 who changed is u..

im stil da same.. last time even though i ask silly question u wil stil ans me patiently bt now as if im not in ur heart anymore..

on msn u say doing stuff, busy.. ask u wat u busy of u say y i have 2 noe n im so fan..

if u really love me u wil ans me.. u're not like u anymore eversince u move out from hostel..

every nite juz thinking bout u makes me cry.. when i cry u say y i always have 2 cry.. helo!! im a girl.. i dun cry wat u wan me 2 do?.. i punch some things u say i rough.. make me so stress too..

on dat day u express u feeling i juz tahan if not we will end up argueing n more frustrated..

lately u din even wan tell me wat u doing liao.. don wan me 2 mix wif ur frens liao.. last time u wasnt like dat.. u very happy if i mix wif u n frens..

is juz like as if u dun wan me 2 b in ur life so much...

the sentence u say of 'last time hoiday i miss u so much bt now i dun feel wan call u' really hurts me alot.. eventhough i told u tat i din blame bcoz u r stress..

bt y cant u let me b by ur side when u r in trouble n stress.. last time im always thr when u 're in trouble.. do u remember tat..

i noe tat u r very into the american mind.. open minded.. to u fren hug is juz a fren hug.. bt helo!! u're not in america.. is not u dat i worry of.. is the person u're hugging im worry of.. especially if it is a girl.. to u is juz a fren hug bt to her it is not.. they r typical chinese!! they wil misunderstand y tis guy wil hug me.. izit he like me? c u so leng chai wil make them fall in love 2 u.. u say it wont happen bt when it really happen how r u gonna solve it hah? if u too care about tat person they wil misunderstood ur niat.. ya last time when we were frens we did hug bcoz im sad of losting my ic n money.. n tats how i fell in love 2 u.. u cal me 2 trust yes i wil trust u bt who noes bout future n the consequences of ur act.. when it did happen tat time u wil dump me juz like wat da 'somebody' did 2 me.. bcoz u have no choice bt 2 avoid it.. frens stil have border okey.. i noe da americans they got fren hug n fren kiss n cheek bt if da person u hugging is american den i don mind.. bt u're in malaysia.. if u kiss their cheek whoah!! they sure lagi misunderstood la..

y cant u jaga my feeling too.. always say to ur fren got gf so gud u wan ma? when i massage 4 u u say to ur fren wan her (me) massage 4 u also ma? helo!! im not sui pian massage 4 ppl k.. u tot i work 4 u ah.. i help u massage bcoz u r my boyfriend!!

u promise me dat u wont hurt me... last time u keep mentioning bout da girls who passed by say their body so nice wish tat im like them.. i oso wan la!! i noe im like a galah no front n no bac.. bt im trying to get tat body too.. n now u even concern bout a girl in front of me.. search girl's phone number in front me.. izit u purposely bring up my anger? when im upset d den u say i so kecil hati n scold me..

last time is me who scold u not u scold me.. bcoz i feel guilty n not nice always scold u dats y i changed bt u take advantage of it n scold me in return wif hurtfully way.. n thr is a difference.. i scold u 4 ur gud bt u scold me bcoz of all blame me.. im fergile too..

u msg me dat u wil always b thr 4 me bt i msg u u din reply me.. everything i wan say or ask like wat r u doing also nid to rethink n canot ask.. social n talks starts from questions n answers.. i feel so suffer when i canot ask u anything.. when i wan share my thoughts or my feelings i also scare tat u wil say i very fan.. n all i can do is juz keep in me n write at blog..

i feel so suffocate when thinking of u when its not u dat i noe...

dat day when u go cut ur hair.. i dun wan ask u who u go wif bcoz i scare after i heard sure wil hurt me.. n ya u did go wif a girl bt i don noe whether if thr is someone else.. dats y i don wan mention bout it if i did u sure scold me n say dat im so conservative n not open minded..

i juz hope dat what u say bout only me in ur heart wil always only me n nobody else.. eventhough other girls crush on u bt only me inside ur heart.. den i wil have no doubts n curiousity n jealousy.. all i can do is forgive n forget.. n i keep telling myself over n over again.. juz to calm my idiot feeling..

im wondering one day if im gone from ur life suddenly wil u feel deeply sad n miss me?

Sick of u..

2009-04-30T16:12:00.000+08:00

U change like da wind,
sudden comfy wind
den sudden cold
Giving me the attitude
Not answering me
While Im juz sick of it!
I aint gonna b wif u
ur baby attitude
When Im juz sick of it!

Buh-bye, Buh-bye
Im sick of u
Ur attitude
Thats the end of u n me
I wont even bother
what life u live in
I wil lead my own way..

Ur like a little princess
Need a pamper
Well, pamper somewhere else
But not me
Get out! From me!
I juz don wanna face u again
Im sick! Even u're not!
Get ur attitude away from me

Buh-bye, Buh-bye
Im sick of u
Ur face, not in me
Thats the end of u n me
Don wanna change bcoz of u
What u wan me to
I wil lead my own way

Don wanna think of u again
It drives me crazy
I wont let this feeling control me
Juz StOp! the loopin again!

Buh-bye, Buh-bye
Im sick of u
Ur attitude
Thats the end of u n me
I wont even bother
what life u live in
I wil lead my own way..

Hey Monday - Candles Lyrics

2009-04-30T00:48:00.001+08:00

The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don’t really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn’t finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

Been black and blue before
There’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

One day
You will wake up
With nothing but “you’re sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alrïght

Love Hey Monday!!

2009-04-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

Luv hey monday songs..
stil searching 4 the whole album through my personal human library..
hahaxD... (my sis)..
any song i wan find just find her.. she sure got or noe the way 2 get it in like minutes!!
whoah... so ceh....
n yet da way 2 ask is ' u got the song....' n not 'help me find tis song....'
diferent leh...
hey monday sounds like da combination of avril lavigne n paramore..
Candles the song i like the most..
the post i created ' cant get over u' is actually i got da inspiration from the song (candles)
ei, my post is actually a lyric i write myself leh.. coz i don noe wan how to write 2 express my emo feeling..
cant believe i wrote that song in like minutes nia..
mayb i can be a composer if gone emo.. hahaxD syok sendiri...
bt it has no permenant rythm.. maybe should find our V_oZ famous composer = cc....
haha...

Cant get over u..

2009-04-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

Y do this feeling even come..
Never think that it suddenly appear in me..
Tot that, it was finally gone
Tot that, it would be nothing when i last saw u..
How could it be, should not be,
this feeling is wrong, so wrong.. totally wrong..

Y cant i get over u..
staring so blank at the wall,
ur face, our memories stays in my mind,
like a record player loops forever..
this feeling is so wrong,
i must be strong..

Y do I think about u
but deep inside my heart
I tot it was locked but not..
Leaving the pain and sorrow
But it still remains..
I know tat I left scars in u
I must be a knife in ur heart to u
But what can i do, the faith's not in u..

Y do I even care about u,
Tracing all the history of u,
I must be wrong
and, insanity have taken me..
the best for us is
it shouldn't even be
inside of u and me
in order to.. move on..

FAKER!!!!!

2009-04-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

stupid guys... blind ah u all..
cute wat cute la.. fake 1..
friendster accumulates freaking fake people... i mean pics...
those girlie cutie pics of sg.wang gals / lalas/ weird taste...
cute pics if c juz like dat sure look cute la..
its a matter of taking the angle pics n make up n edits only nia ma...
the most make me pissed 1 is.. fake eyes... iris so big.. so fake... ei wan edit oso do perfectly la... samore got weaknes... pics wif friend, self 1 make eyes big big macam gold fish.. friend 1 din edit.. so selffish n BITCH!!!!!. wan oso edit friends 1 la... self centered!
photoshop edit nia ma... i oso noe la... fakers... use liquidfy nia ma... wan do big big oso don do tat big la... obviously fake 1.. wow... got one guy lagi stupid.. wrote comment thr 'ur eyes very prettyn cute...' (muntah) man!!! fake la dude... ur eyes kena stamp ah...
F***k u la B*T*H!!!
ORI 4 LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO MOVE TO CANADA / NEW ZEALAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not nid to face this kind of ppl n self wont look like them.. YISH!!! PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!

Timoe flieso... means time flies la duh..

2009-04-05T14:25:00.000+08:00

not much 2 write though.. so sienz.. n time flies.. so fast wan week 6 liao den after week 7 exam liao.. samore nid to resit my stupid CAIT subject tat i obviously FAIL in sem 1.. don noe wat the hell the lecturer teach.. n don even noe y i fail.. oh ya! im computer-pai-chi wat! duh...
hate it la... study those computer parts... wat serial port la wat web browser la.. sien nia..
wish can install computer-pro program in my brain.. then not nid to study.. easily noe wat to do when facing the paper..
lately always go out wif k.a geng.. like every weekend..n slow down my assignment liao... coz tired n always wan slp nia.. bt i do have fun time wif them especialy tat time when kingkong com bac from china.. n the misunderstood car thing.. waliau.. very the high man...mycheo lo... scary bt fun.. haha..

new premier: THE DENTIST

2009-04-02T17:21:00.000+08:00

From the director of The Shutter.. horror movie man...
this story is about how the pyscho dentist capture his victim alive n gergaji their teeth when they are still alive.. the teeth will be carefully stored in a jar as collection..
this movie is produced by Loie Lim..
wakakaka... my masterpiece, idea of story by my sis... juz my movie poster assignment.. hehe....

come to mama!!

2009-03-28T00:52:00.000+08:00

Finally i got the mascara!! Maybelline New York Volume Express Hypercurl!!

Its waterproof!! my first waterproof mascara!!sound so sampat man me..
no la.. juz excited tat i bought new stuff.. fake eyelashes juz so uneasy to wear.

keep dropping off only.. make me feel unsecure/uncom4table/embarass man...
so ma fan..

n i oso bought white eyeliner.. feel like make-up without this 2 equipment, the make up not complete..

Xtreme park so freakiNg FUN!!!!

2009-02-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

Love xtreme park man!! Especially the av ride..
whooish!! syok man!! u get to drive the av up and down the mountain with the guider la of course..

next is the bungee thingy.. play until my hand oso shake when come down tat thime.. freaking high!!! the wall climbing is the most cacat 1.. realy canot pandang rendah it.. so short but hard to climb bcoz the stupid rock so small how to pegang.. sot...

wow... the flying fox wow... scream until ur heart oso com out man... once push no return.. but quite fun n wann try again.. i even drop my earing thr bt lucky at the shallow water la.. if at the high meter water im doom man!!

kayak is the most funniest 1 n most romantic 1 coz i get to kayak wif my hubby.. so romantic.. i sit in front n he sit bhind.. he row all the way... haha!!
swear wan to go again in 3 weeks time!!
even thou we enter for xtreme park only but syok n best!! coz we not nid hurry wan play finish all the game wat.. we get to walk along the real artificial beach!! i mean sandy beach wif no pollution of seaweed or bottles!!!
n my hubby samore hug me up n walk along the beach! so romantic....
n we finish our day by eating french fries n drinks while relaxing at the beach chair.. hee...
i like da people thr.. service is gud n very friendly... love tat day!!!!!
oh ya n plus the entrance ticket is so weird but creative.. u c...

every game muz take out n wear back wat de... wearing tat stupid watch ticket is not as easy as u think k...

those din go realy sia sia only.. luckily got yan shan n bi yi.. four of us so much fun.. yippy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Very the Sou Heng ah!!!!

2009-02-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

Wat de.. I samore thought tat if go s.lagoon will be more people go..
mana tau lagi less!!! one by one say canot go... yish!!! left 4 people oni!!
very sou heng ah this people... not unite 1 this people .. samore wan say we r better than other class like family.. but then all tau cakap onli.. not family oso...
i reali very envy my 2nd bro's geng.. wan go juz go no probs... tis 1.. heh..
juz a short distance trip oso so many prob n cant go.. wat if we r planing to go more far 1 like pulau redang or somethin sure 100% got major n minor probs..
Reali destroy other people's mood u noe!...
Im so UPSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow!!

2009-02-20T03:25:00.000+08:00

Well now only i write blog coz yst too tired d so din on9 [swt...]
about da ice skating thing, wow.. im very damn sial man... [wats going on?]
don noe im blur or wat, go buy wrong ticket. Supposingly should buy Subang Jaya ticket, mana tau go buy Pelabuhan Klang ticket pula. Wasted my money... RM 4.80 ah the P.Klang ticket.. >..< [Aiyo so kesiannya wakaka]
Den when reach KL Central, 2nd sial thing... got two hp no use 1, credit xpired at the same time..Im like WAT?!!!! so i quickly go to the public phone to call Diki. Call his two phone...din ans.. Call anthony.... din ans... HiaihZ!!!!
Den started abit panic [wow...someone panic here] Im really panic k... I tahan my tears 1 ah...
Den i prayed to God to help me.. Incredibly, in minutes my hubby called me to ask whr i am d... Den my tears started to picit keluar from my eyes n rolled down my cheek..
Don noe y whenever my love ones called me during anything happen i sure cry 1..[so sia sui... tsk tsk...]
So i faster tel him wat happen n ask him to call Diki.. Thank god Diki ans n call me back.. B4 tat he msg me whr am i.. im like wat la.. how to reply u with my xpired hp..
Hubby... u r my saviour, my hero.. u're always thr when im in trouble... Luv u very muchie... [ERrrr]
Den i told my 2nd bro Diki, n he felt so paiseh 4 being late but actually he's not late la.. i early nia ma..
Den i go ice skating n meet with Diki's friend, anthony.. First time meet him, it was ok ah... [Reali anot]
He cooked curry chicken rice n prawn salad.. Its ok bt spicy 4 me... thanks ya anthony for cooking tat...[wow... so good?]
den after skate i go rest n tats when my hubby called me.. he ask me wat am i doing n guess wat im doing.. n it is correct... he noes my every move!! Im like so surprise!! Quickly i searched whr he is.. He told me he's buying ticket with his friend
I quickly skate to near the ticket counter n saw his back... Instantly i noe is him by looking at his bac.. Im so freaking happy to c him but he is like 'ya later talk to u k baby'... im then ok.. fine... n his friend saw me as though im like a crazy kin gkong keep waving n smiling bhind the glass [adoi... mempersiasuinya]
Den when he enter im so happy n wanted to hug him after so long din c him d but his like 'later la, my church friend is here' den im like 'so, they canot noe tat im ur gf meh? im very sia sui to be ur gf meh?' bt i try to understand him coz he say his friend will tel his mum 1.. so im like ok lu.. [wa... so bad 1]
im abit disainpointed n hurt but yet im happy his here.. n can c him.. bt when wan go home time i feel keberatan wan to separate wif him..[ yo.. u 2 ah byk stick like glue]
Haihz... bt we have to oso.. so hubby teman me to toilet n den until to the exit place.. i keep turning around to look at him n waving gudbye cozi keberatan to walk far n far from him.. i hate this part..[like PCD song meh... i hate this part rite here...]
Hubby no matter wat happen on dat day.. im still happy to c u n im reali surprise to noe tat u r thr..
N oh ya... Diki's hand got injured bcoz he fall down during skating.. don noe how he fall.. maybe alien fall haha...n_n people fall on their back, he fall on hand pula... plus i din fall for the whole day! haha... coz i don dare to skate tat fast. heee... paiseh...

Juggle In between...

2009-02-18T02:10:00.000+08:00

well tomorrow, i mean today at 9am i am suppose to go ice skating wif my 2nd bro n his friend.. But then juz now i receive a call from my hubby tat he say he is also going to ice skating too wif his friends. Im like wat?! i mean the sunway pyramid ice skating? [like duh... in kl there is only 1 place to skate...]
im so surprise... i wan him go but at the same time i don wan him go.. [u byk pasal la yor...
i wan him go is bcoz i can meet him coz i missed him so much.. i don wan him go is bcoz i wan go buy valentine gift 4 him, if he is thr how am i gonna buy plus he go wif his church frens and i go wif my bros takkan we walk together meh...
haih... i don noe how... and he not sure going anot... i scare suddenly suprise me from bhind i sure pengsan man... [u got so weak meh]
c how first la... let God dcide...

Watsup...

2009-02-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

Wow... This place is cool..
I mean cool..
New here.. wah... samore can attach pics n even video... [sampat betul ni]
helo!! (helo....helo...helo...)
nice... [macam sakai people only]
well not much to say and write yet..
but i'll explore this place...
no robbery right... [duh...]
:P

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